The vet stressed that because she was dumped off on my doorstep there was no way of knowing what she'd been through. Abbie came to me with kidney problems because feral kitties don't get enough water. Snowball was FIV+. Shadow is FLV+. She had very high blood pressure and at some point in the past two days her retinas became detached.She lost some weight. She had fluid in the lungs and the trip to the vet was torture for her.
I was NOT going to keep her alive in pain for selfishness, but God, my kitties are all old. I don't know how people work there and go through that every day.
I got in the house and called for Morgie, Shadow, and......Baby. The house is very silent without her.